Last night was filled with dreams and a few nightmares. One involved me in high school or something, trying to get in with the popular girls. It even had me on stage singing! Anyone who knows me knows I do not sing in front of anyone, so that was rather hilarious.
The nightmare that just KEPT reoccurring was about people making a horror movie...but damn it was scary. Chainsaws, knives, etc were used. I think I was IN the horror movie, but it still scared me.
Friday, December 25, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
6/28/2009 (Nap Dreams)
I always seem to dream when I nap...I had a few today, so here goes:
I was trying to cross this busy street. There were cars coming by but when an opening became available, I started to cross and made it to the other side. As soon as I made it to the other side, I noticed another person, just walking out into the road. One time they had a kid with them and just expected the cars to slam on their brakes. It was as if they (not sure whether it was male or female) just wanted to almost cause an accident. Then for some odd reason I was crossing the same street again, not to the side I began on though...I was already back there. I crossed and the same person went out into the middle of the street with a large amount of what looked like surfboards. They took one of the surfboards out and was holding it kind of like a barrier to their body expect it was horizontal, not vertical. A car came and when the car tried to swerve to miss the person, the person moved too (angrily)...which led to the surfboard hitting the front on the car. It was if it was the person's intention.
Another I was making a cake. A wedding cake for my sister. I don't bake often and I have never attempted to make a cake so that is just weird. Anyway, there was someone with me. I knew them to be a good friend but they are not any of the friends I have past or present. Anyway, there was something about putting blueberries into the cake...not sure why. The cake itself was 3 tiers of chocolate cake.
I was sitting at my Mom's on the couch. There was a younger boy sitting on one end, my Mom sitting on the other end, and me in the middle. There was this other boy who I felt uneasy about, distaste for, etc who wanted to sit too. He seemed full of anger. He ended up just standing and screaming at something on the TV (a video game maybe?) I didn't feel well, I felt horrible actually. I looked down and my sister's dog, Angel, was looking up at me and started nudging me with her nose...then place her nose on my neck. She was much younger in the dream than she is in real life. I told my Mom I wasn't feeling well, and that I might have a fever. She asked if I wanted her to get the germless thermometer. I said yes and looked at Angel more. My Mom also made a comment on Angel's affection.
Another dream taking place at my Mom's house. This time I was telling her that I had a dream that my sister was getting married or something. My Mom said she wasn't getting married. I said that the dream seemed real. My Mom explained that while my sister wasn't getting married, she was changing her name somehow.
I think that is it...I slept for an hour and got 4 dreams. Weird.
I was trying to cross this busy street. There were cars coming by but when an opening became available, I started to cross and made it to the other side. As soon as I made it to the other side, I noticed another person, just walking out into the road. One time they had a kid with them and just expected the cars to slam on their brakes. It was as if they (not sure whether it was male or female) just wanted to almost cause an accident. Then for some odd reason I was crossing the same street again, not to the side I began on though...I was already back there. I crossed and the same person went out into the middle of the street with a large amount of what looked like surfboards. They took one of the surfboards out and was holding it kind of like a barrier to their body expect it was horizontal, not vertical. A car came and when the car tried to swerve to miss the person, the person moved too (angrily)...which led to the surfboard hitting the front on the car. It was if it was the person's intention.
Another I was making a cake. A wedding cake for my sister. I don't bake often and I have never attempted to make a cake so that is just weird. Anyway, there was someone with me. I knew them to be a good friend but they are not any of the friends I have past or present. Anyway, there was something about putting blueberries into the cake...not sure why. The cake itself was 3 tiers of chocolate cake.
I was sitting at my Mom's on the couch. There was a younger boy sitting on one end, my Mom sitting on the other end, and me in the middle. There was this other boy who I felt uneasy about, distaste for, etc who wanted to sit too. He seemed full of anger. He ended up just standing and screaming at something on the TV (a video game maybe?) I didn't feel well, I felt horrible actually. I looked down and my sister's dog, Angel, was looking up at me and started nudging me with her nose...then place her nose on my neck. She was much younger in the dream than she is in real life. I told my Mom I wasn't feeling well, and that I might have a fever. She asked if I wanted her to get the germless thermometer. I said yes and looked at Angel more. My Mom also made a comment on Angel's affection.
Another dream taking place at my Mom's house. This time I was telling her that I had a dream that my sister was getting married or something. My Mom said she wasn't getting married. I said that the dream seemed real. My Mom explained that while my sister wasn't getting married, she was changing her name somehow.
I think that is it...I slept for an hour and got 4 dreams. Weird.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Re-Occurring Location
So lately I seem to be having dreams where part of them take place in a toy store. I always go in with a specific need, or desire I guess since most people don't NEED toys, but I end up getting distracted or side-tracked by other toys, other knick-knacks. Lately the toy store has been the exact same, with the same mission ending up not being accomplished.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Nightmare 06/10/09
Damn Prazosin didn't keep this one away...
I was in my room. I know it was my room but it looked nothing like a room I had before, it looked more institutionalized. There was a long rectangular mirror to my right, set up landscape style. There was another girl with me. I knew something was wrong. I kept asking her if this was real, if she was real. She said yes, she is real. I asked if I could kiss her. We kissed, but as I glanced over at the mirror, there was no girl, but there was blood everywhere, splattered about. It was splattered on me as well. I appeared to be wearing a white gown (kind of hospital-looking.) I looked at the floor, trying to figure out what I did. I saw a puddle of blood seeping into my room from another room. In the dream, I knew the room to be my Mother's.
I woke up and that is all I remember from it.
I was in my room. I know it was my room but it looked nothing like a room I had before, it looked more institutionalized. There was a long rectangular mirror to my right, set up landscape style. There was another girl with me. I knew something was wrong. I kept asking her if this was real, if she was real. She said yes, she is real. I asked if I could kiss her. We kissed, but as I glanced over at the mirror, there was no girl, but there was blood everywhere, splattered about. It was splattered on me as well. I appeared to be wearing a white gown (kind of hospital-looking.) I looked at the floor, trying to figure out what I did. I saw a puddle of blood seeping into my room from another room. In the dream, I knew the room to be my Mother's.
I woke up and that is all I remember from it.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Pillows?
The other night I had a dream about needing to buy towels and pillows (maybe my mind was holding onto the hope of moving in with a friend sometime.) I remember I was buying green towels and I was looking for brown toss pillows...just as I had found the pillows though, someone or something interrupted me. The dream ended there.
I know, not my best, but hey, at least it is SOMETHING
I know, not my best, but hey, at least it is SOMETHING
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Oops
I know it has been forever since I have written about a dream here...I guess I just haven't had the patience or time (or both at times) to sit down and type while I still remember, and then before I know it *poof* they are out of my head. Well...sometimes. Anyway, I am hoping that I can start keeping up with this better...
Saturday, April 4, 2009
April 4, 2009
TONS of dreams last night. I mean really...damn.
A friend, Arielle, was in one last night, ha ha. It was about me not being able to sleep, I was so afraid that I would disturb others by snoring or something that I just couldn't let myself. I kept trying to go places where no one was, but that seemed impossible.
I also had one a weird one, one that I remember bits of...a guy named Benjamin (Ben.) I knew him in the dream for a few years, there was something that he did or something that he was getting into trouble for. I was trying to explain the situation to people. Explain why he did what he did. At some point I left the class (yes, it was in a classroom-like yet work-like atmosphere) and ended up at a beach of some sort. I was trying to do something, get something, something that would help?? I just dropped into the dirt out of exhaustion from trying though. A woman (someone from work training?) was trying to help me up, I said I had to finish.
There was another one involving hiding from something or someone. Me and two other girls. There was something evil/bad/scary in this deserted lot. I had opened a door and pulled on this rope to see if someone was in there...in the darkness. Someone was. It was a female I think. I shut the door as soon as I realized she/it was in there, and discovered that there was a lock at the bottom of the door. I locked her/it in. Me and the other girls ran.
Another one...I was in my parents' house. My Dad and my sister were in my dream but my Mom was nowhere to be seen. I was in the bathroom and I looked in the mirror and there were plant leaves that were growing in my mouth...they were planted at the roof of my mouth. It surprised me how many were in there and that I was even able to breathe. I kept pulling at the stems, trying to make sure I got them by the roots. There were so many leaves. One said "I love you Grandma" on it. I kept thinking I had them all, left the bathroom, had contact with my sister or my Dad and then just ended up realizing there were more. At one point my sister had posted a note in the breakfast room...a large note that was more like a banner. She had just seen the movie Carrie and was asking about the character's red hair (which actually isn't the case in the movie but in the dream it was.) She was asking how the director must have felt using someone with red hair when Carrie didn't really have red hair. I explained that the movie was a work of fiction and that Carrie's character wasn't based on anyone real. My Dad disagreed and said that it was based on someone in real life. He said a name but I don't remember it. I said that I would look it up online but that I disagreed. I went back to the bathroom and realized there were a few more stems of leaves to be pulled. My Dad was walking down the hallway so I thought I should show him, I tried to get him to come in but he was headed towards my room, telling me he needed to do something real quick first. I remembered in the dream that the plants probably came from this store I went to with an old co-worker from Memphis.
Another one. It kept jumping from a movie to reality. It took place in the 70s I think. There was a poor African-American family trying to afford a place to live. A father and his 2 sons. The apartment they wanted was small, very small, but cost so much for them. There was a list of other people trying to afford these properties...all small, all inexpensive to some but sooo much to them. I remember looking at the credits, trying to figure something out...
Last one I remember. I was at my office in Boston, although someone from my office in Memphis was there, Kathy. (Kathy was VERY intimidating to me for several reasons in Memphis...not sure if calling her a bully is fair to her.) Anyway, so I had a dream that I was supposed to take care of something, but I didn't know I was supposed to. My boss said that Kathy had told me how to do it and that I needed to do it. I explained that Kathy had not told me anything and that if she had I would have done it. I grabbed the work and stormed off to my cubicle and got it done, Kathy just looked like she was having fun watching me.
A friend, Arielle, was in one last night, ha ha. It was about me not being able to sleep, I was so afraid that I would disturb others by snoring or something that I just couldn't let myself. I kept trying to go places where no one was, but that seemed impossible.
I also had one a weird one, one that I remember bits of...a guy named Benjamin (Ben.) I knew him in the dream for a few years, there was something that he did or something that he was getting into trouble for. I was trying to explain the situation to people. Explain why he did what he did. At some point I left the class (yes, it was in a classroom-like yet work-like atmosphere) and ended up at a beach of some sort. I was trying to do something, get something, something that would help?? I just dropped into the dirt out of exhaustion from trying though. A woman (someone from work training?) was trying to help me up, I said I had to finish.
There was another one involving hiding from something or someone. Me and two other girls. There was something evil/bad/scary in this deserted lot. I had opened a door and pulled on this rope to see if someone was in there...in the darkness. Someone was. It was a female I think. I shut the door as soon as I realized she/it was in there, and discovered that there was a lock at the bottom of the door. I locked her/it in. Me and the other girls ran.
Another one...I was in my parents' house. My Dad and my sister were in my dream but my Mom was nowhere to be seen. I was in the bathroom and I looked in the mirror and there were plant leaves that were growing in my mouth...they were planted at the roof of my mouth. It surprised me how many were in there and that I was even able to breathe. I kept pulling at the stems, trying to make sure I got them by the roots. There were so many leaves. One said "I love you Grandma" on it. I kept thinking I had them all, left the bathroom, had contact with my sister or my Dad and then just ended up realizing there were more. At one point my sister had posted a note in the breakfast room...a large note that was more like a banner. She had just seen the movie Carrie and was asking about the character's red hair (which actually isn't the case in the movie but in the dream it was.) She was asking how the director must have felt using someone with red hair when Carrie didn't really have red hair. I explained that the movie was a work of fiction and that Carrie's character wasn't based on anyone real. My Dad disagreed and said that it was based on someone in real life. He said a name but I don't remember it. I said that I would look it up online but that I disagreed. I went back to the bathroom and realized there were a few more stems of leaves to be pulled. My Dad was walking down the hallway so I thought I should show him, I tried to get him to come in but he was headed towards my room, telling me he needed to do something real quick first. I remembered in the dream that the plants probably came from this store I went to with an old co-worker from Memphis.
Another one. It kept jumping from a movie to reality. It took place in the 70s I think. There was a poor African-American family trying to afford a place to live. A father and his 2 sons. The apartment they wanted was small, very small, but cost so much for them. There was a list of other people trying to afford these properties...all small, all inexpensive to some but sooo much to them. I remember looking at the credits, trying to figure something out...
Last one I remember. I was at my office in Boston, although someone from my office in Memphis was there, Kathy. (Kathy was VERY intimidating to me for several reasons in Memphis...not sure if calling her a bully is fair to her.) Anyway, so I had a dream that I was supposed to take care of something, but I didn't know I was supposed to. My boss said that Kathy had told me how to do it and that I needed to do it. I explained that Kathy had not told me anything and that if she had I would have done it. I grabbed the work and stormed off to my cubicle and got it done, Kathy just looked like she was having fun watching me.
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